[Ironically, he was much the same back in Amaurot. While he had taken a place in office, he was far from social. More reserved, gruff, irritable. At the time, he could afford such a social luxury. Afford to spurn his friends, to meet them with irritation and vexation. As if they had infinite days in which he could do so, because there would be endless chances for him to eventually welcome their company. Eventually appreciate the company they pressed upon him as if against his will.
He was a fool then. Took that peaceful time for granted. Did not properly appreciate what he had, before it went down in literal flames.]
Most ill practiced skills will be exhausting until they are not. Mayhap in time you will see the point, even find enjoyment in such an act. I am certain learning how to wield that lance of yours bore its own frustrations in the beginning, and likely was a skill you saw little point in ere you first picked one up—till its use was made apparent to you.
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He was a fool then. Took that peaceful time for granted. Did not properly appreciate what he had, before it went down in literal flames.]
Most ill practiced skills will be exhausting until they are not. Mayhap in time you will see the point, even find enjoyment in such an act. I am certain learning how to wield that lance of yours bore its own frustrations in the beginning, and likely was a skill you saw little point in ere you first picked one up—till its use was made apparent to you.